madeforart.blogspot.com transfer (:

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i'm too retarded today (: tsk tsk tsk

the first thing that i did was, greet my mom a happy mothers day..=.=''' i missed the date like hell. i thought today was 13 may.gosh~ this is so tsk tsk tsk. watever la, maybe i'm too eager to wish her an advance mother's day (:

nothing much to talk today.reviewing some of student's essay in chinese, perhaps i should really start writting them down.anyway, there's this really fun event that i wanted to join alot (:

THE ASIA AMAZING RACE (:

i wanna take part in it and win the million dollars..

hey, the first thing i'll do is,
buy a new bag (: LOLS

hmm, life's bored today
gtg peeps, 99

oh and i took LI AN quiz (:

1. WOULD YOU GET BACK WITH YOUR LASTEST EX IF YOU COULD?
why not?

2.WHAT KIND OF SHIRT ARE YOU WEARING?
plain tee

3. WOULD YOU KISS ANYONE ON YOUR FRIEND'S LIST?
Probably my besties?

4. DO YOU HAVE "A THING" FOR ANYONE ON YOUR TOP FRIENDS LIST?
No.

5. HOW MANY PEOPLE ON YOUR LIST DO YOU KNOW IN REAL LIFE
Lots

6. HOW MANY KIDS DO YOU WANT TO HAVE?
12

7. DO YOU HAVE A GOOD RELATIONSHIP WITH BOTH YOUR PARENTS?
Excellent (: envy me

8. WHAT NAME WOULD YOU WANT TO HAVE BESIDES THE ONE YOU HAVE NOW?
none((:

9. WOULD YOU EVER MAKE OUT WITH SOMEONE OF THE SAME SEX?
No. Unless he's Prince William ((:

10. WHAT DID YOU DO FOR YOUR LAST B-DAY?
Eat,Shop,Party ((:

12. WHAT TIME DID YOU WAKE UP TODAY?
8.30am

13. WHAT WERE YOU DOING AT MIDNIGHT THREE NIGHTS AGO?
building sand castles in the air ((:

14. DO YOU LIKE HAVING YOUR HAIR PULLED?
No!

15. NAME SOMETHING YOU CAN'T WAIT TO DO?
Slap Someone ((:

16. LAST TIME YOU SAW YOUR MOM?
3 months ago

17. WHAT IS ONE THING YOU WISH YOU COULD CHANGE ABOUT YOURSELF?
Focus more on studies

18. IF YOU HAD 250,000 DOLLARS... WHAT WOULD YOU DO WITH IT?
Go to SPAIN! Eat with my besties and forget abt carbs for one day. :DD

19. HOW LONG HAVE YOU BEEN AT YOUR CURRENT JOB?
I'm unemployed ((:

20. HAVE YOU EVER TALKED TO TOM?
nope.

21. not going to answer((:

22. LAST THING YOU ATE?
Chocolate. ((:

23. WHATS YOUR FAVORITE MONTH?
October ((: not only my birthday, but is the month where everyone start pulling each other hair to study ((: can't wait

24. YOUR LEAST FAVORITE MONTH?
March

25. WHAT'S THE LAST PIECE OF CLOTHING YOU BORROWED FROM ANYONE?
Nope

26. WHO IS GETTING ON YOUR NERVES RIGHT NOW?
*******

27. MOST VISITED WEBPAGE?
my blog la

28. LAST PERSON YOU TEXT MESSAGED?
Carine

29. LAST PERSON TO MAKE YOU SAD?
Some retarded kids ((:

30. WOULD YOU TAKE A BULLET FOR YOUR BEST FRIEND?
Maybe

31. FAVORITE KIND OF DRINK?
H2O

32. HAVE YOU BEEN TO EUROPE?
NO! :///

33. IF SOMEONE YOU HATED DIED, WHAT WOULD YOU DO?
I've no idea. I don't hate anyone. I LOVE EVERYONE ((:

it wasn't planned

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i didn't plan for this to happen..i didn't

past few days, or rather 2 days ago, i had some pathetic problems with my internet connection.
i don't understand why is it so hard to get connected with wireless now a day.it seems like the money we paid are for the sake of billing to come every month where every household start to shout scream and yell at the bills saying,oh the bills had rose, we must be scrimp and save..but he fact is, is the connection having problem, that led us to stare at the com blankly and waste electricity (: how clever those people are..

i don care..lets set up a petition and sue them (:

i wish i had the money (:

mugging so hard, yet the results are so thrilled(:
wasn't prepared to see the targets yet,
but i've sort of woke up(:
it seems so easy to score the goals that you want

i don't even noe what to blog anymore (:

'you don't noe me, you don't even care...oh yeah, she said'

start a new life
start all over
nobody noes my name
think of california,
fly off to spain
think of i'm tired
think of i need a new town

unexpected

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lols(: i'll blog in point form so that the main idea is there,

i skipped physics today, [ i'm insane ]

follow, went cathay orchard to catch SPIDERMAN 3(:

ratings for that 5/5

movies about (: friendship..that movie really touched me alot (:

then, had dinner at VILLAGE..

spent over $200 [ the whole gp ]

thanks for buying me PRESTAT (:

iloveyouPRESTAT (:

take some pics..

most of all, I'M ELIGIBLE TO PURCHASE BEER (:

YEAH..I didn't get drunk la, but act drunk (:
'or maybe i'm drunk but also i didn't noe (: '

i'm drunk (:

too poor to afford a decent meal,
so had to share grass with the cow (:

a shoot with my bff [bestfriendforever]

-you're now looking at the next great man-

then shoot a few pics..

this one is the best (:

99 peeps(:

i wish

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Having this new blog, be so personal and really writing it and living it and having all this experiences and then now being able to read on it and put it together and all finish.

I mean people whom i want to read, can read it now, and learn so much about me and where i'm at in my life right now.It's just really an honest blog and i feel just excited, i can't wait to get out there. I haven't spread my blog in the wild and i'm just ready to get back into it again, and show everybody this new side of me, that i feel really comfortable with.

I hope people love this blog and relate to it, and understand that something that i had to look forward to is just really being myself and having people ( you know ) learn new things about me, because i feel like there's a little bit of preconceived damage that i'm just this nice normal guy.I am,but there's stuff behind all that as well and i want to share that with people cause i think they will relate to it and understand.

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i laughed..i stayed on com the whole day..didn't touch my physics(: cool siah..

ok, i flipped through my web up and down..i couldn't go out today, somehow i've a feeling today will be a black day for me (:

yipee, as for tomorrow, i smelt freedom from horrors..oh wait, the biggest horror isn't there yet but..let time decide everything..

i viewed through my old email inbox and read..

so funny..this one does really caught my attention (:

title, i send the wrong email to a teacher

i wrote,

> go die lar......
> ***** send me this already
> what i need is trhe question about yes and but...
> anyway tanx a lot ....

he/she replied,

told me to go and die???
what words to say to anyone, worst of all, a teacher

i replied,

> Dear, ********,
> im sorry i sent the wrong msg to the wrong person..
>
> i seek ur forgivness

he/she replied,

u don't tell pple to go and die ok.
i know u have sent it to the wrong person...
but such words that you use is unimaginable
your reputation is tarnised

i replied back,

> ** *** so sorry lar....
> tt person not refer to you!
> it refer to ****** cause he's disturbing me
> and i sent to the wrong person without looking the address! im really sorrry
> tt i have said such words for teacher (but reality i have said none)
> 1 timer got no offence or whatever lar.....
> i hope i can seek ur forgiveness

she replied,

no worries, just teasing you
but still, you need to mind your language

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no names being mentioned..
and all subjected to copyrights (: lols

[c]2007madefortedS

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day was passed fill with anxiety of whats going to come for tomorrow

i'm walking on sunshine (:

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surprisingly i missed you..i haven't gooling you up so long..miss you hil..i feel like going there and and say hi to ya..LOLS (:

I JUST LOVE HER MAN (:
SHE'S THE BABY

PROUD TO SAY,

i'm desperate for an A's for my report (:

dear -santa, i know i've been a 'good' boy last year,
and i noe u haven't grand my wish since,
i've ate ur chocolate house,
but i've been good and i wanna you to come over again..
i miss your presents..
i wanna A's for my reports..
this is all now what i'm asking for..
as for the rest, there's much more christmas to go,
and i'll be even better (:

SANTA I LOVE YOU (:

i'm killing myself

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gosh~ i've walked this far..this much..giving up seems so wasted..
so , keep holding on (:

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AHEM, car maybe you really should get your eyes checked(:
he's COOL but NOT hypothetically than thing of what you said..
and he'll never like you de (:
so give up (: don't hold on..
n stop being such a L****** magnet (:

blogged

studied

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it wasn't intention or wat..but i don care..just wanna give you a piece of my mind (:

WTM!!! u actually say leonard is cute and AHEM hypothetically handsome ..eerm, betta have your eyes checked tomorrow..u need a recommendations?

i couldn't believe it..carine you actually communicating with him all along..WTM!!! wad de..how could you.it's so **** [not a four letter vulgarities, but somekind of scolding lang asterisk]

gosh, you told me b4 he's kinda rude to you cause i've added him in ur msn, then he call you to delete, then now u actually praising him.. my dear friend, i'm afraid that you've crossed over to the dark side =/ so do WAKE UP soon..

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actually plan for yesterday was to ROT at home..after taking the medication and jab from the docs, i feel like so SIANZ at home..i need to get away (: need to run (: don wanna stay at home (: stuff like that (:

but then, plan A FAILED (:

if you noe me, plan A always NEVER work for me (: LOLS

moved on to planB (:

went out with my miss see to 'study'

'study' rf to study hard , chiong at library(:

initial plan to study at orchard lib, cause miss see has never been there(: i brought her there, walk pass lots of shopping places, walk pass all the clothing shops (: gosh~ so long never come out le and i feel like i need a change or wardrobe , to satisfy my greatest satisfaction(:

so my opportunity cost would be,
new clothes, throw away old clothes (:
IDIOT ME (: econs is over, no need theory to blog de
=.= LOLS

then we shopped, walked to paragon, then heeren, then take a rest and drink starbucks there(:

sat, rest, continue the journey (:

joked, laughed..what are the 'books' for? a white elephant (: yeah

thenthenthen,

meet up with eugene...the funny thing is...

take a DEEP DEEP DEEP breath,

before you vent all your so not young laughter out (:

EUGENE STEP ON 'TREASURE'

a million of ppl would want to step, but eugene is the lucky one (:
i think this SA you will be the TOP scorer le (:

jia you, the treasure is rooting for you (:

FRIDAY night, is gossip night (:

'play it loud, play it loud,
RAISE YOUR VOICE,
shout it out'

hmm, that's all

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the worst day of my life. i was seriously indebted with gastric again. i don noe what happen? had i ate the wrong food yesterday? or or or? no i didn't..where have i gone wrong?

i just hope the pain would just go away..let it die..

i was having chemistry paper today..i studied so hard..yesterday i was even flipping through some chemistry stuff..never did i expect, i was dealing with gastric today. i can't even hold my pen,thus,i left all blank for my paper(: a big zero for the first time in my life..

sometimes i wonder, ppl studied so hard, yet the results is so unexpected, yet those who didn't studied at all, the results are always surprising(: so far i've yet to reached any surprise stage yet, but soon (:

back to the perfect life (:
it seems that everyone is perfect..
nobody noes, nobody cares, nobody does..

we'll have to adapt then..living in this planet..
often we'll get to meet people whom
we loved,
we hate,
we've struggle for,
we like,
we dislike,
we ignore,
we avoid,..etc..etc..

it will be miserable if you see someone you wanted to hate so much , want to avoid, want to kill, want to destroy..
butbutbut
wouldn't it better to have peace in this world?
wouldn't it better to kill the hate with a smile?

wouldn't ur life be better with smiles and loves,
rather than hated revenge dislike avoids?

i'll definitely lead the happy life(:

so that WORLD PEACE is ensured(:

i love peace

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sometimes i wonder..sometime i feel..

have i been studying hard?
have others been doing well except you?
have you yearn to make a turn over,
but always psycho yourself that tomorrow you'll start better?
or or or?

seriously, i haven't..and i dump it all

time to change(:

time to study(:
time to dump msn, games, friendster, tv, that boy, grief,

time to wake up and dump everything(:

hold on to
studies..responsibilities..dignity..friends..food..prestat..HILARY DUFF

gosh~ i just love her man(:

sometimes, i wonder have i done the right thing?
i lend someone who treated me as a stranger the book,
while i shifted my responsibilities aside,
and today just got a trash from you..

sometimes i wonder , have i done the right things?
should i be in this state?
do i deserve this?
tried talking, but you ignored..

if i say whatever, i'll be deceiving myself..
so i'll pretend(:

detente policy rawks (:

economics paper was AHEM
maths paper 2 was a LALALA

i wonder..hmm,
almost all the paper i've did, i make it the first to finish,
i wonder, i didn't study yet..

how?

or all are a mistakes?

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it's brand new..i've decided to walk on..move on..regardless of anything (:

i've decided to forgive and forget..
with all the vulgarities sprouting out,
from my mouth,
i found it so unhealthy..so low class(:

it's a bad bad bad habit that i must change..

one thing i must say though, i'm really very tired with what had been going on.
with all the examinations, plus plus plus..etc etc etc
stuff like that..

ok rewind(:

last saturday(:

meet up with cookie lover(:
initially, i thought i would be early, yet i'm late cause the choice of bus was a mistake(:
AHEM*

then we went to city hall, and had subway for lunch(:
yummy..
the thing is, the food here at subway Singapore is completely different from what i had 2 years ago at Australia. Australia subway had much more varieties of choices than here (:

we walked while holding our lunch at city hall(:
bread lover said that why people are staring at our nachos?
i said, maybe they are hungry?
then she said, why not we offer them ours(:

my share(:

misssee share (:
snap secretly(:

LOLX(:

hurry to brash basah library, then mid way there, saw the toy museum(:
i wanna go there some day too(:

entered the library, so crowded

found some place, settled down, and 'study' <3

halfway, studying through physics,
flipped this mag and saw my ex-friend (:

the one as strong as a (:

and the lift there is scary =.=
so fast

study study study(:

misssee explain me the potential energy and kinetic energy (:

her colgate commercial (:

re-fixing her don noe leh??

her gift from her grandfather (:
must have been a good good girl (:

after studying, we went back to city hall..
surprisingly, i saw PRESTAT..
the chocolates that was specialized made for the

QUEEN OF ENGLAND (:

it's so delicious(: we've bought 4 pieces only, cause to expensive(:
but the try was worth it(:
i love it love it love it (:

the raspberry and honey comb (:

the champagne and dark chocolate (:

gosh~ it's damn delicious(:

i wanna eat everything (:

then we make our way to vivo city..
i wanna eat marche..
first time in my life today (:
everytime walk pass suntec marche, either we got no time, or the crowd to long..
stuff like that, but today

(:(:(:(:

so cute(: doodoodoodoo

misssee plain roesti (:

my roesti with mushroom..
first bite , excellent,
till the end, don noe why, the taste is awful (:

misssee crepes (:
gosh after mushroom, i don noe why i'm full(:

yet, i've bought this chicken sausage..delicious (:

squid (:

this strawberry pie, we're suppose to share, but she just dump me to eat all alone =.=

week week week(:

gosh~ i'm damn full (:

then we went for shopping (:
go marks and spencer, buy cookies (:
then walk to candy empire..
but smtg nice (:

then..
miss see bought this

it tasted disgusting..i noe how it tasted before, cause i've bought that before (:

then walk walk walk,

eat my wormy at mrt (:

yummy (:

arrived at hougang, miss see suggested we walked as we've fulled out stomach (:

i carried the stuff..so heavy :'(

see, hand is injured..you 'll noe who to blame.. (:

marche marche marche (:

i wanna eat you again (:

joked around..woo now i noe lamb owner had a lot of suitors (:

andandand,

the past tense of my friend is saw,
the present friend is see (:

cool, seesaw..up and down (:
haha(:

it was all a mistake..

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didn't really notice the impact..
didn't really care at first..

but there's thing that i need to get things clear..

gosh~ didn't noe my blog was so ggggaaayyyy...gay...
disgusted!!

thank you for telling..

eew..gay..gay..gay..

I'M NOT A GAY (:
and
I"M STRAIGHT (:

i've re-read the post..
and it disgust me too...

gosh~ i'm an EMO kid..Zz =.=

should betta rush to consult a shrink(:

whahahaha(:

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end of gayyyyiiissshhhhh~

shoo

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my burn midnight daily plan(:

look hu's here???

o.0 nice cartoon? tall hat cat?

wuahahaha..

but..but..but..
before all of that happen, i was with mickey Q studying..

my first artistic impression of mickey Q

just love the ice-cream(:

slurp slurp slurp

the precess where ice-cream turn shit(:

hahahaha(;

was so funny, when the person try to squeeze the ice-cream out,
instead of ice-cream, they got watery ..

wheck wheck wheck
(intimidating DONALD voice) [=

stupid Q ruin mdm radza chem voodo..
i'll kill ya..

release stress on papers(:

drink?drank? or should it be drunk?

shifted the mountain down..

how long must i wait????

finally, eugene arrive and mickey left =.=

met up with shannns and c5 (:

gosh~ mistooken them..

wtm!!!
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present(:

maths is horrible,

social studies..

which one you would love to listen?

the truth or the false?

the truth is....

the false...

the false is.......

the truth

~no matter what have confidence and be yourself <3 onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://bp2.blogger.com/_OZ0T7nbDpng/RjGVtr61FEI/AAAAAAAAAG4/0Nmnxf6AU60/s1600-h/S%C3%A5%C3%9D%C3%A7H3%C3%ABZz019.jpg">

if it resembles..

gonna buy 1 to put that person whom we've cursed lately inside(:

haha(:

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i wasn't really into the mood for blogging now, but i just have to shot this post up(:

the first study group(:

before the whole thing, my day was bad enough..drenched..lalalala..

the school in a perfect day(:

watched happy tree friends(:
so emo the videos(:

first time study with pig, till 10+

my first midnight plan(:

after the whole day was ruined,

the perfect herbs just entered my unperfect life..

it's so bitter..so smelly..so disgusting..

tonics tonics tonics..

how i wish life weren't any exam at all..

without exams there will be no disgusting medicine

andandand

a2 for SBQ may not be a big deal to most people whose SBQ is better than mine.For full-fledged chiak kentangs like myself,an A is a super big deal.Today,my world hinged on that one grade.That's how much it meant to me.

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finally....1st time do blogging here at mcdonald(:

surprise yeah? tomorrow, i'm having my exams yet i have the mood to do blogging..

=.='''
lolx(:

i just need to relax from the stupid idiot hectic schedue(:

the worst is, i've heard something which i've never wanted to hear..
i've listened,

the rumours,
the gossips,
the scandals,

spreading around from the underworld like a precious pearl..

and stop saying stuff that weren't meant to be there in the first place..

stop spreading

PRECONCEIVED IDEAS ABOUT ME..

don't you know that it's hurts a lot

FUCK OFF FROM MY LIFE

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i'll update this blog on friday..

maybe or i won't..

maybe i'll change my muind,

or maybe i won';t

what the hell am i saying?

homework-ing?
mug-ging?
test-ting?

what's the p0int?

blooged in school (:

thank you mdm tan for ********* (:

moods are up again(:

so nasty..

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hmm let's see..

BLACK TUESDAY IS myday..

i had my worst nightmare come true(:

some idiots poured me water above the swing..carine too..it's so damn unlucky(:

hellos, whom had i offended?

let's see..

list list list list list list

gosh~ most of the people whom i've kinda offended
i think he doesn't seems to be this kind of guy ba..
who noes..ppl change remember..
maybe he had turned to ah stuff,
or maybe he's taking revenge..

drench drench drench

anyway, mr chia noe 'bout this le..
maybe he'll call ppl back to stay at hall for another period of talks to
wake up his pea brain, or maybe not..

whatever it is,
i don care..but do pity me(:

having serious headache yet , i still wanna do intensive revisions(:

wah, headache siah..
wii die one day le

hurry hurry hurry(:

gimme what i come here for(:

it wasn't really that bad

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mummy, ur broadcast is too fast le la~
granny is so paranoid..brewing those pathetic dark medicine..gosh so bitter~

anyone wanna taste?

i've learn some italian words(:

i wanna put use to it(:

Tu es completement debile

Tu me peles le jonc

Je vous aurais bien aide, mais je ne vous aime pas.

Parle à mon cul, ma tête est malade

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i would love to say this to those who hates me(:

Je vous aurais bien aide, mais je ne vous aime pas.

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i was studying halfway, when this song called wo nan guo appeared..i was down..
reflecting what had i done..
listening to more..repeating the songs..
this is like so sickening..
in the end, manage to conquer half the book only, plus chemistry plus maths(:

at least i've made a move(:

gosh~ i was late AGAIN today..ms wong was kinda unhappy with me AGAIN..
it wasn't deliberately late or wat..it's just..

oh well, i'm late..fine sue me(:

missed two whole periods of maths just for tongue checking(:
so funny, hmm, let's see..
what if i pierced my tongue?
my parents is going to kill me(:
teacher gonna kill me(:
thought somehow ppl find it was cool, but i find it painful(:

wek wek wek

i was blur..for the first half of the day, i was on my way to face criticism..watever it is, it didn't turn out to be anything..but the later part did really fumed me up..

i don noe where have i gone wrong?
what did i do?

but seriously, those whom i've hurted and those whom had hurt me,
i've avoided them totally today(:
the feeling is funny, cause i didn't expect myself to react this way..
this seems weird,
but when you had hated someone,
you would want to avoid them..
not to talk to them..
have no connections with them at all..

i finally understood (:

lovely night

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the moon is pure tonight..

enjoying the bright and beautiful night, next to me with

what the mutton??

what happen to the post? the idea?the content? when does it turns into funny letters? funny..

i was burning my textbook..economics..gosh..all the stupids stuff..
the whole equations..the definitions..and homework

i'm so hungry(: went to call mcdonald 24 delivery..WTM!!! didn't noe i'll be charged for delivering below a certain amount..wte..

end up, munching all my truffles..yummy(:

haha(: was suppose to be a gift to someone but, in the end, i opened the box and ate it all(:

yummy (: ilovechocolates(:

despites all the damage and stuff, behind my back,
i struggled up and face the mountain..

then my com was next to me..

said hi to eugene(:

glazing through the moon, having nice sip of cold starbucks, apparantly, i sneaked out to cheers to get cold ones =.='''

(: haha, but at least i'm enjoying now(:

didn't dare to visit her blog anymore..neither anyone else..
why is this happening?
guess, it's a natural behavior?

rotten kind of mood, yet reading the textbooks =/

hope i could manage everything(:

goodnight others(: sleep tight and don't let the bed bugs bite

Shut Up ,Haters , Rumours

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the most perfect combinations ever(:

i was afraid of tagging his/her board..i was afraid of being accused again..i promise myself to avoid you as far as possible..not to hate you, in case..i was just afraid..

just woke up from the hectic nightmare..they were haunting me like crazy..this was a damage..no i just hate them all..i really hate them..

now i understand how he felt already..at least not too late for me to realize the damage..

i'll avoid and hate..

thanks cookie lovers(: thanks carine(: thanks jun ru(:

listening me while i was really in my darkest mood..

thank you(:

for now, getting things right ain't gonna make a difference..so i'll just let it be..

thanks sophia(:

you're correct.it's their mouth..let them say what they wanna say..

dedications(: haha

Why can't you just let me
Do the things I wanna do
I just wanna be me
I don't understand why
Would you wanna bring me down
I'm only having fun
I'm gonna live my life
But not the way you want me to

I'm tired of rumors starting
I'm sick of being followed
I'm tired of people lying
Saying what they want about me
Why can't they back up off me
Why can't they let me live
I'm gonna do it my way
Take this for just what it is

i'll be the worst outkast ever(:

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sorry hafiz, i don noe why i can't tag, perhaps write here to let u noe, i remembered u(:

haha(:

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yesterday was perfect..going to attend some talk in library, pastamania for lunch, then go out with cookie monster to study, eat and shopping(:

jokes to relieve the busy and hectic schedule, and the funs..
the foods that disgusted us, but we 'enjoyed'
the ice-cream embarrassment..
the creation of new bears..
the chocolates and cookies buyers(:

everything was perfect..

until...

i was accused..i was accused of tagging ben board with the stupid tags..

it wasn't me..now more and more

preconceived damage ideas about me

rounding the world of people brains..

it wasn't me..i was like outside the whole day, then suddenly i was accused..

why do this stuff ALWAYS happens to me?

why do i always get suspected for something that i had never done before?

you suspected me, nicked me, whatever la~

people change..some good, some bad..

now i noe ur true colours, just shut up..

cause you'll never bring me down..

and

FUCK OFF

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So much thing to say, yet so little time to say..

so i begin with......

i met li an at hgpt to go tampines to the english course thing...
then saw long lost fren...who aargh? oh ya, who is she? i forgot le sorry..

then wait till jing ren, wilson and jun ru arrive..

wtm..

improper English..

must change must change..

So i woke up early today. met up with li an at hougang point bus stop to go to tampines mall to gather with wilson, jing ren and jun ru..we waited for them for like half an hour..then caught up to them, searching the whole place for directions to tampines library =.=

search search search..
joke joke joke...
life is ironic...

the moment i seek for directions, the others had left me with her behind
and rush off..wtm..

nevermind, call them, say they arrive already..but the fact is, they are lost..
=.=

the whole english session was totally, boring..though, it's kinda interesting..but i find the lecture is like, ms phua teaching..the descriptive sessions she gave us, the format is all the same..
those who got listen to ms phua mass lecture class, will gain it, those who don't, you've just missed..

gossips gossiped gossiping..

son and ren ditch-ed me, an and ru ..
they settle their lunch at long john while, we go take at pastamania(:

eh ya, u guys stop saying i 'pang-seh' my friends le..i don't really wanna interfere in their lifes anymore..cause i got mistaken or u noe, accused..sometimes, it really does annoyed me alot..since in the first place we're not close at first, don't act and don't make..pretend it's there just for a purpose..a reason..

then ya...

eat eat eat..

didn't realize the stupid time, i thought it was still 12 pm, but the fact is 1.30 le..
wah cow,
eat like
rush, rush rush..i don wanna be late..i'm meeting cookie lover(:

i rushed, to the mrt..dragged jun ru along..sorry to ditch li an and son and ren at there=/

sorry....

dragged jun ru along to take mrt with me..

couldn't believe it's u who ditch me alone there for the sake of..
i don wanna reach there so early..i don wan..i wanna go shopping..i so long never go there le..

WTM!!!!

i though she was just joking..i paid no purr to it..
thought she was just joking..

then when the train arrives, i thought she would enter later, but she didn't..she just dump me there for no reason..i was all back rushing with time..curses..

met cookie lover at city hall..then we went there to study..she mingled with her studies while i was revising my history..

nothing goes in..we joked, played..haha(:

it was so funny..we took this table, then suddenly one librarian approach us, and told us that the table is reserved for newspaper only..we laughed, then i immediately took the news papers next to me and cover out textbooks with it..the whole atmosphere was so funny..
haha(:
then we also used their cds to listen to some musics..
funny ones of course..

-the powerpuff girls..so lame=.=
more more more

soon, the whole studying mood was gone..next stop, we went to marina to have dinner(:

went to marina square HANS and eat there..the menu front was so high class..thought the food ain't that bad at all, but the truth that me and cookie lover agree is, their food are rated as 5 thumbs down..DOWN..the food they serve is terrible..the place is son uncomfortable..

I PROMISE, NOT TO VISIT THERE EVER EVER EVEREE AFTER AGAIN..

next went to top shop for shopping~ saw this nice tag..was laughing all the way..

either they wrote,

BUY NOW AND REGRET IT LATER

OR

BUY NOW OR REGRET IT LATER

(: HAHAHAHAHAAHAH

went zara..stuff..

now i noe cookies lovers friends shopping slogan,

money is not an issue(:

ok, marina was limited..we went to vivo..it's like my fourth time here..cool(:

walk to bear..stuff..buy..shopped again..look for mother's day gift..the perfumes were so not attractive..with love when you coming out?

then we went to haagen dazs for ise-cream treats..gosh, we are so broke..then before we ate, i sent my card for payment first..i strongly believe that i can't use my card anymore, but..i try it..

so embarrassed..the card actually declined on me..gosh~ cookie lover sorry..haha..

then we cancelled the whole idea of fondue le(:

no fondue, we went to candy empire..

i bought chocolates,
she bought cookies..

eat eat eat

at mrt, so funny..my first attempt to eat something inside the train(:

haha..mouth is like so full like a puffer fish..when an officer walk pass by us, we had to stuff the cookies inside our mouths(:

haha

here are pictures i took..so interesting..

look forward for next week 'study' again(:

congratulations

0 love-ed ones

To: JOE,

Congratulations for your SYF...

GOLD (:

NXT,

GOODLUCK FOR YOUR O'S

new life

0 love-ed ones

hmm, i finally get it..

i cannot fit into their life..
and they can't too..

i've tried..but no hope..
maybe they have tried too, but i don noe..

the only thing i noe is,

i'm left all here by myself..

either i clear everything now, and leave here

million miles away and never to see them

EVER ever EVER

again(:

pls let time flies faster..(:

thank you..

at least..

0 love-ed ones

the point is.....

the point is, at least you noe ur mistake now..

everything seems so warmth..the love of friendships is alight again..

it doesn't matter what you did, cause i was in bad mood too..

it doesn't really matter who said...

it doesn't matter where you should change..

but, at least,

u've change...

that's the proudest thing..(:

at least, the warmth had brought things up life again..

andandand,

we're back

bestfriendsforever(:

withlovebff(:

nothing will change the fact

0 love-ed ones

nothing will change..

if you're unhappy about something..
if you're forced to do something..

nothing will ever be the same..

why use such anger and talk to me?

why use threats? you don't even have a stand..

you wanna ask around who had the same idea, go ahead..

ask yourself, do you deserve this ?

and you actually dare-ed to slam at me..mad..angry..

oh and if it was her who make you realize what you have done was wrong,

then all i can say is, i had a foul mouth..

shouldn't have told you anything..
shouldn't have comment you about anything..
shouldn't have do anything at all (:

let you find out yourself..

the day where everyone turns against you, is the day you shall truly understand everything..

the day may come or may not...

and when the day comes, don't come and say anything..

stand for yourself..

0 love-ed ones

nothing will goes in if you are mad..
nothing will wake you up if you're forced..
this ain't any peer pressure..
this ain't a scene..
this ain't a threat..

just owe up to what you have done..have faith that's all..
even if you did wrong purposely, or accidentally,

just don't owe up to it..cause

it DOESN'T
MATTER ANYMORE...

the ans you want..

2 love-ed ones

we're you really trying to change ,
if i had not told you that you did something wrong?
what if i didn't tell you that you we're just trying but didn't really do it..

what if she leaned on you and you get so irritated?
what if he joke about your stuff..ghost?
whatif...
what if...
what if...

without my words, you'll just continue to hate them even more..

have you ever think that you're in the wrong position? blaming others ? giving others black faces recently? have you? have you? have you?

if no, i have really nothing to say..but own up to your own dignity..

if yes, good for you, indeed you have already change..

personally, it wasn't me all alone who had been saying you've changed alot..
it was all..everyone around you..

have you ever thought, why he say this stuff to me?

pre-read your previous post, put yourself inside his shoe, and you'll noe how mad you'll be..

hmm, that's all

not me alone anymore

0 love-ed ones

i don noe

0 love-ed ones

i just don't get it..ok i noe that,you hate me..avoiding me..ignoring..

that's fine and i'm kinda ok with it..

but when the time that i..

should have hate but i didn't choose that..
should have revenge on you, but i don't...
should have done the mean stuff, but i don't..
should have...
should have...

but i don't..

you wanna hurt me, take revenge , spread rumours, backstab me, scold me, snoob me, whatever you going to do with me,

it hurts but...

i'll give a smile to everything you've done..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANN (:

SWEET SIXTEEN(:

---------------------------

Can you hear them?
They talk about us.
Telling lies well that's no surprise.

Can you see them, see right through them?

They have no shield no secrets to reveal.
It doesn't matter what they say in the jealous games people play.

Hey, hey, hey.
Our lips are sealed.

There's a weapon which we must use in our defense.

Silence.

Spreading rumors so far from true.

Dragged up from the underworld just like some precious pearl.
It doesn't matter what they say in the jealous games people play.

Hey, hey, hey.
Our lips are sealed.

Pay no mind to what they say,It doesnt matter anyway.

Our lips are sealed.
Hush, my darling.
Don't you cry.
Cryin' Angel.
Forget their lies.
Can you hear them?
They talk about us.
Telling lies well that's no surprise.
Can you see them, see right through them?
They have no shield no secrets to reveal.
It doesn't matter what they say in the jealous games people play.
Hey, hey, hey.
Our lips are sealed.
Pay no mind to what they say, It doest matter anyway.
Our lips are sealed.
Our lips are sealed.
Our lips are sealed!

my lips ARE sealed

madeforart.blogspot.com transfer (:

Saturday, May 12, 2007

Friday, May 11, 2007

it wasn't planned

Wednesday, May 9, 2007

unexpected

Monday, May 7, 2007

i wish

i'm walking on sunshine (:

Sunday, May 6, 2007

i'm killing myself

Friday, May 4, 2007

Thursday, May 3, 2007

Wednesday, May 2, 2007

Sunday, April 29, 2007

Thursday, April 26, 2007

it was all a mistake..

Wednesday, April 25, 2007

Tuesday, April 24, 2007

so nasty..

Monday, April 23, 2007

it wasn't really that bad

lovely night

Sunday, April 22, 2007

Shut Up ,Haters , Rumours

Saturday, April 21, 2007

i'll be the worst outkast ever(:

Friday, April 20, 2007

congratulations

new life

at least..

nothing will change the fact

Thursday, April 19, 2007

the ans you want..

not me alone anymore